What do I want to do with my life?
For the first time in my life I have no idea. I don’t know if this is just a side effect of losing my dad – I’ve also lost direction and my faith that I can control the events in my life. I don’t know what it is. I do know it is weird to not know what I’m doing.
As always, I think it would be awesome to be a news commentator. I also think it’d be sweet to have an article published in Cosmo. Interviewing President Obama would be awesome also. A game-changing interview during an election ala’ Katie Couric/Sarah Palin would be amazing. I also would like to have a show that showcases Christian entertainers and etc. I would want to be the must-have interview for Christian entertainers the way Oprah is. I want to write a book. I want to make it onto a list like People’s 50 Most Beautiful People or Time Magazine’s 100 Most Influential People. I just want to do everything!
Of course, I write/edit for theFreshXpress and I love that, so maybe that’s what I’m supposed to do with my life. I think it will blow up soon and maybe I can do some TV from that.
My problem isn’t that I don’t want to do anything. My problem is that I want to do EVERYTHING. I just want to be successful…